Day 51 - Can I really live in the Both And?

April 19th, 2024

I’m still at it 51 days in.

I do wonder where I will be in the next 40 days. It is wild to see whats changed over the last 50 days. 

I think I am just so surprised every day that I continue this because old me would have given up by now.

I mean, maybe in the future I’ll turn this into a book or something if there is anything of value here. Which I think there will be. 

So ya, the thing I didn’t want is here, and perhaps its because I was so focused on what I don’t want is why it has shown back up in my space. 

The other way to look at it is that I get to live in the both and here. I get to provide for my family and I get to work on building my Teddi kathleen brand.

I get to choose my thoughts and I’ll be choosing positive brave thoughts.

I am proud of the work i’ve done to get to this point with my brand

I tried on a lot of things, experimenting with stuff, and I’m finding what works for me

This is no different. I am actually excited to look for work again. I’m excited to join and organization where I can make an impact.

So today I’ll be looking for jobs, shopping, cooking, cleaning. We will have people over for dinner tonight so we need to get the house ready for them to come over.